the best summer ever; because of you.
My first summer with you, was also the best.
For I learnt how to love, and how love feels like.
I had my first kiss, my first touch, my first hugs.
I learnt that to love someone, you learn to let them go.
I learnt that to love someone, you learn to let yourself go too; for them.
whispers of summer
her story
friends
birdsongs
memories
sunrays
sometimes what i want to say isn't apparent through what you just see(:
Friday, February 13, 2009
because you loved me(:
because you loved me(:
Here I Am - Leona Lewis
This is a crazy world
These can be lonely times
It's hard to know who's on your side
Most of the time
Who can you really trust
Who do you really know
Is there anybody out there
Who can make you feel less alone
Some times you just can't make it on your own
If you need a place where you can run
If you need a shoulder to cry on
I'll always be your friend
When you need some shelter from the rain
When you need a healer for your pain
I will be there time and time again
When you need someone to love you
Here I am
If you have broken dreams
Just lay them all on me
I'll be the one who understands
So take my hand
If you reach emptyness
You know I'll do my best
To fill you up with all the love
That I can show someone
I promise you you'll never walk alone
Well if you need a place where you can run
If you need a shoulder to cry on
I'll always be your friend
When you need some shelter from the rain
When you need a healer for your pain
I will be there time and time again
When you need someone to love you
Here I am
Everybody needs somebody who
They can pour their heart and soul into
Well if you need a place where you can run
If you need a shoulder to cry on
I'll always be your friend
When you need some shelter from the rain
When you need a healer for your pain
I will be there time and time again
When you need someone to love you
Here I am, here I am. dedicated to all my friends, especially those that i'm particularly close to; you know who you are! :D happy valentine's; and thankyou for everything- the love, the care, for being the really sweet people you guys are, for simply being here for me, and yes, even the little things you do.
like the times you chase me off to sleep. even when i sa1jiao1 and complain that it's wayyy too early.
like the times you wake me up in class whenever i fall asleep.
like the gazillion times you've been helping me out, and how far you're willing to go(: [oh and the force-feeding too ahaha! (x]
for I'm everything I am
Because you loved me <3. because i believe in friends forever; -hugs- (: 2:30 pm
Thursday, February 12, 2009
ups and downs; the roller-coaster of life.
ups and downs; the roller-coaster of life.[skip if you're not interested in my ranting, thankyou.]sighhh it's been some crazy nerve-wracking week. went insane over whether i'd get in in for archery - the very first time i tried it i just KNEW i had to be in archery. seriously. but noo i didn't make it. then somehow, miraculously, [thank God] managed to get in superrrr last minute; got crazy high about that. and i was honestly so excited about getting my bow and all; and my mum tells me no she won't get my bow because 'IT'S 1.5k?! THAT'S WAY TOO EXPENSIVE.' arghhhh. ><.
oh, and she doesn't understand why some bows are unsuitable for some people, no matter how i try to explain that poundage and height and range differ very muchly and are essential factors to consider before you jump on any bow. which is why i really don't want to get a second-hand bow.
and to top it off, she yells at me for asking her what's the max price she's gonna pay for my bow because 'if [she] tells [me] what the max price is [i] won't put in enough effort to find a cheap bow no matter what.' urghhhh -.-
i really really don't want it to end like this; it honestly hasn't been the least bit easy to get in. i'd honestly just about die if i have to give up archery just because i don't have/can't get a bow. and after all we've given for archery too. [i must say, i'm sorely tempted to threaten to not sleep at all -yes, even with that potent flu i've caught- until i've found a good riser online on ebay/whatever, like the hoyt nexus; or until they give in and get me that anyway. that's how bad i want my bow.]
this is seriously madness;
-cue mental breakdown- 1:24 am
Tuesday, February 10, 2009
back to school;hahaha what can i say; ORIENTATION ROCKED.just about every single minute of it. from the very first time we met each other to icebreakers to batch dance [which is the love!] to war games etcetc all the wayyy to o'nite. even during EA, when half the group just decided to stop running on the people chionging all the way in front because they simply wanted to have fun. all the memories, really.and o'nite- HAHAHA YOU'VE NEVER SEEN A CUTER OG THAN US. honestly, with the theme as 'little boys and little girls', how can everyone not be cute (x
i'd srsly love to talk about every single moment of the last week; but unfortunately formal lessons have started and i need to get back to my chem/math/bio tutorials, and my econs notes ><
but basically the bottom line is! orientation pwns, and all because i have awesome friends/og mates/ogls<3.
sheila. pam. xinwei. liangsi. fangyi. cheryl. cheriel. nat. laura. jiayan. renyan. jasper. bryan. gerald. kristian. christian. yanjun. ram. junkiat. yensen. and kenneth and beihan!
oh, and before i forget, 10S03P, the fun mugger chemRA class-
jocelyn. jeanette. jiali. vidhya. maggie. shinhui. yuyue. sam. eugene. gerald. yunze. theo. benlee. joel tan. joel koh. shingbo. kenneth. zhaokai. YOU GUYS OWN TOO. LIKE, SERIOUSLYYY.
let me just mention that because there are 7 of us from nyps, i knew half the class the minute i walked in (x
back to chem now; and anyway anyone up for doing math/chem/econs tgt in the library or smth during that four hour freeblock we have tmr? 8D [yes this is how much i love my class/friends. so much that even mugging together becomes enjoyable. totally.]when we look back, will we remembereach moment of this year?the days that mark our time in herethreaten to disappearall that we have's the presentto cherish while we canseizing every chance we're blessed withand leave with no regrets.a new start; a new chapter. it's been awesome so far. 7:09 pm
Friday, February 13, 2009
because you loved me(: because you loved me(:
Here I Am - Leona Lewis
This is a crazy world
These can be lonely times
It's hard to know who's on your side
Most of the time
Who can you really trust
Who do you really know
Is there anybody out there
Who can make you feel less alone
Some times you just can't make it on your own
If you need a place where you can run
If you need a shoulder to cry on
I'll always be your friend
When you need some shelter from the rain
When you need a healer for your pain
I will be there time and time again
When you need someone to love you
Here I am
If you have broken dreams
Just lay them all on me
I'll be the one who understands
So take my hand
If you reach emptyness
You know I'll do my best
To fill you up with all the love
That I can show someone
I promise you you'll never walk alone
Well if you need a place where you can run
If you need a shoulder to cry on
I'll always be your friend
When you need some shelter from the rain
When you need a healer for your pain
I will be there time and time again
When you need someone to love you
Here I am
Everybody needs somebody who
They can pour their heart and soul into
Well if you need a place where you can run
If you need a shoulder to cry on
I'll always be your friend
When you need some shelter from the rain
When you need a healer for your pain
I will be there time and time again
When you need someone to love you
Here I am, here I am. dedicated to all my friends, especially those that i'm particularly close to; you know who you are! :D happy valentine's; and thankyou for everything- the love, the care, for being the really sweet people you guys are, for simply being here for me, and yes, even the little things you do.
like the times you chase me off to sleep. even when i sa1jiao1 and complain that it's wayyy too early.
like the times you wake me up in class whenever i fall asleep.
like the gazillion times you've been helping me out, and how far you're willing to go(: [oh and the force-feeding too ahaha! (x]
for I'm everything I am
Because you loved me <3. because i believe in friends forever; -hugs- (:
Thursday, February 12, 2009
ups and downs; the roller-coaster of life. ups and downs; the roller-coaster of life.[skip if you're not interested in my ranting, thankyou.]sighhh it's been some crazy nerve-wracking week. went insane over whether i'd get in in for archery - the very first time i tried it i just KNEW i had to be in archery. seriously. but noo i didn't make it. then somehow, miraculously, [thank God] managed to get in superrrr last minute; got crazy high about that. and i was honestly so excited about getting my bow and all; and my mum tells me no she won't get my bow because 'IT'S 1.5k?! THAT'S WAY TOO EXPENSIVE.' arghhhh. ><.
oh, and she doesn't understand why some bows are unsuitable for some people, no matter how i try to explain that poundage and height and range differ very muchly and are essential factors to consider before you jump on any bow. which is why i really don't want to get a second-hand bow.
and to top it off, she yells at me for asking her what's the max price she's gonna pay for my bow because 'if [she] tells [me] what the max price is [i] won't put in enough effort to find a cheap bow no matter what.' urghhhh -.-
i really really don't want it to end like this; it honestly hasn't been the least bit easy to get in. i'd honestly just about die if i have to give up archery just because i don't have/can't get a bow. and after all we've given for archery too. [i must say, i'm sorely tempted to threaten to not sleep at all -yes, even with that potent flu i've caught- until i've found a good riser online on ebay/whatever, like the hoyt nexus; or until they give in and get me that anyway. that's how bad i want my bow.]
this is seriously madness;
-cue mental breakdown-
Tuesday, February 10, 2009
back to school;hahaha what can i say; ORIENTATION ROCKED.just about every single minute of it. from the very first time we met each other to icebreakers to batch dance [which is the love!] to war games etcetc all the wayyy to o'nite. even during EA, when half the group just decided to stop running on the people chionging all the way in front because they simply wanted to have fun. all the memories, really.and o'nite- HAHAHA YOU'VE NEVER SEEN A CUTER OG THAN US. honestly, with the theme as 'little boys and little girls', how can everyone not be cute (x
i'd srsly love to talk about every single moment of the last week; but unfortunately formal lessons have started and i need to get back to my chem/math/bio tutorials, and my econs notes ><
but basically the bottom line is! orientation pwns, and all because i have awesome friends/og mates/ogls<3.
sheila. pam. xinwei. liangsi. fangyi. cheryl. cheriel. nat. laura. jiayan. renyan. jasper. bryan. gerald. kristian. christian. yanjun. ram. junkiat. yensen. and kenneth and beihan!
oh, and before i forget, 10S03P, the fun mugger chemRA class-
jocelyn. jeanette. jiali. vidhya. maggie. shinhui. yuyue. sam. eugene. gerald. yunze. theo. benlee. joel tan. joel koh. shingbo. kenneth. zhaokai. YOU GUYS OWN TOO. LIKE, SERIOUSLYYY.
let me just mention that because there are 7 of us from nyps, i knew half the class the minute i walked in (x
back to chem now; and anyway anyone up for doing math/chem/econs tgt in the library or smth during that four hour freeblock we have tmr? 8D [yes this is how much i love my class/friends. so much that even mugging together becomes enjoyable. totally.]when we look back, will we remembereach moment of this year?the days that mark our time in herethreaten to disappearall that we have's the presentto cherish while we canseizing every chance we're blessed withand leave with no regrets.a new start; a new chapter. it's been awesome so far.
i'm just the girl in the corner, the girl with the wistful eyes;
jiaying
seventeen! but that'll change on 220910 xD
rafflesian
113'05, 210'06, 315'07, 415'08 10S03P!
redcrosser passed out;
tribunist [vchair yay :D] said farewell;
but i'll never forget those days(:
archer! :D
still a writer, yep.
save me...
absolutely deranged
chocoholic
shopaholic
complete psychotic
stress-hater
panicky [i'm serious.]
unfortunately, more often than not, a broken rose.
... before i drive myself mad.
je t'aime;
rgsrcy
tribune
rj archery!
writers' guild!
reading! xD
dancing <3!
singing
going on facebook and playing random games there HAHA
grand pianos [oh, nothing beats a grand!]
black; pink; chocolate brown :D
astronomy; knitting; archeryyy(:
pool; bridge; mahjong! xD
chemistry! [favourite subject (:]
needless to say, we must never leave out the two essences of life, chocolate and shopping! i can never do without
them hahaha(x
for all life is a dream, and dreams themselves are only dreams;
ra science nahh no chance alr. but nevermind(:
>3.6 gpa [HAHA YES I DID IT FOR SECTHREE!(:]
tribune chair vchair's good enough. and in any case, my term's over anyway.
>3.6 SECFOUR gpa! YES I DID IT AGAIN! :D
rj chem ra! thank God i got in! :D
or uwc nordic! didn't apply; decided that specialising in sciences was the wiser choice, given my inaptitude
for humanities ><
rj dance! street/intl also can :D :Dbut nevermind, because rj archery pwns all now!
not forgetting the typical wish for world peace, duh. (:
and i wish i could have him. or at least, if we're not meant to be, someone to love
and to love me back. &it's true that love ends up being a battlefield sometimes, but it's still love; blessed
love.
for we were meant to last forever;
i find my paradise when you look me in the eyes-
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